When You're Gone

When you're gone , All a suddenly my dream reach to the bottom line and just end up like this , maybe as how ppl said in Chinese [ if that really not gona happend why dont just let go ] i really duno why ? Is really simple for me , love mean love why need guarantee why you want me to guarantee your future ? How should i really give that answer for you if I did promise you and sure u'll think that im lie , Tell me How you want me to give you that answer , you're forcing us to the end and finally now we are gone . Why cant just had some simple relation ! You dont seem like Trust me at all . why ? U knew me for 3 yr and you kno everything of me how come all end up this way becoz guarantee .. Maybe fine bah , since this relation really weak and im not gona thing about it anymore , maybe really that you ll get someone could guarantee your future and everything bah - We ll go back like 3 yr before you came back to Malaysia , and we dont seem like knowing each other that time . I really duno what else could do , and i ll wish you Gd luck in future with someone really caring and protecting you ! Take care ! Today is the last day of being so stress im tired .
HELLO PPL WHO READ HERE , GIVE ME SOME COMMENT !! I WANT ADVISE = |

Seriously today i really got the more worse day here , reach to office and i slept for more then a hr and i got no direction i duno what i wanna do im just walking around chatting in ptt and wait for time up going home , even got yelled by daddy becoz some mistake i did nv toke care of what worker did .. Came back home thought wanna seat down had dinner with familys and just started to eat and yelled by dad becoz of working stuff , IM SO STRESS !! really wanna shout out but im being cool and i toke my meal to the kitchen and i had my meal there without any blame from dad , haihz .. What did i really did wrong ! GOD please help me ! .. When out to badminton and played really hard today but still felt not that tired , Mm .. Thank for those frens that alway by my side cheer me up when im down when i really sad , I found that you guys really alway there when i need, Thank alot exp Ping He is the one alway there when im sad , last time use to had some listener on me but he ....*sigh* nvm , My story really really so much to write actually , maybe sometime things just over too fast and why dont just leave it , i ll find my happinese .. And im ( Available ) =p . Forgot the Pass , Tml when i woke up that a brand New Yih Foong Appear - Tht not gona be the same as last time . Wait for a slept everything gona start over ! and i ll follow up everything i missed i ll rush to got it back . Time can prove it . Gona take bath now .. haha .. started smilling = } .. Nitex .. Wish me Luck everyone ! Thank .