Is been a long long time im away .

Today i would like to share
* Where have i been for so long
* What make me show up today


Is been really long time no showing up here , all this time i was doing fine and good as well , reason for not showing up for so long is because i'm busy with work with life with spot . Few month ago less of worker and that i was busy working morning till evening . Not going to said much on it because it really worst ~ normally back from work going to have my personal times for relax and that repeat everyday how my day going , only Sunday is my day off ~ Last yr on Sept my first time going for paintball that i don't even know what kind of spot is it , my cousin ask me to play and from that time i fall in paintball spot , joined a team on Jan this yr and playing every weekend with member .

What make me show up today , i'm sharing something in my head i don't know what that but i hope here i could show up because i really dont get what that . I'm sad le , is just like i can't do what i said to you all times , sometimes really not im not doing anything on what i said but depend on timing . Arghh .. Shit i don't know about it .

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well im back again = ) how everyone there ? anyone missing me ? haha stupid ! who so free there to miss me right ! haha .. Ok , here we go start from Monday , when to Pulau Redang for my Diving course 4D3N trip with my uncle and my cousin but not with my darling , hehe .. She been left for so many day and i feel really miss her when i at Redang just cant imagine how could i when alone at those wonderful Island not with her = \ Nvm , she don't have holiday that why she cant make it . Well that was really amazing taking Diving course you ll found how nice and pretty under the water but of cause everything safety first . Learn from my teacher from about few day ago and have our dive with him that few day after came back here feel like missing him abit , hahaha .. I plan for my self i have to go Dive every 1 or 2 month since i had my certification on dive and i plan to master it slowly when i got much time = }

After a trip to Redang Island and came back of Friday night and i got a Father's day dinner . Driving all the way from K.Tengganu back to KL about 6 hour and finally reach . When to the dinner with my dear and we are the last who reached . Saturday as the same when to working and at nite when up to genting with my dear , haha .. Almost a week of traveling and i still haven got the heart to back for work tomorrow actually . Still thinking of going travel around . hehee ..

Another good news and a bad news here which is bubu sister is getting marry soon on next month that the good news and the bad news is bubu grandpa had pass away . Today my dad and mom when to bubu grandpa funeral place . haihz ... all wishes to him and rest is peace .

Here i got for the last thing before i close up here ,. haha .. Today actually is Father's day and when to dinner with my gf family at Tropicanal , we chat alot and really could made me feel a kind of family feeling , becoz me and my family also seldom talk so much that why today i feel great . hehe ,.. i found a family feeling = > here i got for now bah , i duno when will i be posting again since i alway said i try to post post post .. hehe .. but i ll still try . haha ..

Ops .. Last im planing to go Redang again at Aug hope i could make it , this time really gonna bring my dear dear . If not she might Nau Kai me edi . hahah ; )

S.H.E&周定纬 (两个人的荒岛) MV

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Well , How thing doing out there ? Ha ha .. Seem everything doing well and Finally today arrive . 3 of JUNE which where i start my relationship a yr ago . So fast had turn back again today and one year had gone . i made a very big present for her before this .And i ll show on it soon . For me i dont really think that really good actually = | i felt like that too normal .

I cant believe that i ll have a present from You . Amazing , really touched that i couldn't said a word back to you . I only know that im all blank in that moment . Just a letter and a CD could touch me , i cant believe you did it for me and making this cause you sleep at 5 in the morning . OMG ~ My heart was pain meanwhile im really touch . I dont know what else i could tell here . I ll post those picture soon and here is a song u intro me just now i Love it . This song mean alot for me , and remind me of the CD .

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Harlow , so weird that i could be blogging right now and SA more today is Sunday ! Actually I'm in the office right now waiting for my lovely daddy come back to office and that the time for my weekend off . ha ha .. He got a meeting this morning until now haven come back yet , so i had to look after for him this moment . Seem bored here that and i could only online and doing some work here . ha ha ...

Last night ' brother ping ' celebrate his birthday at Maison - KL ha ha , do u think that a good idea to celebrate birthday at club and is with us , SWT !! haha .. Actually really don't felt like going club but no choice la , Ping big day at least need to show my self abit right = } .. When there with My lovely darling that she rush back from Taiping and then join us for party . She still haven fully recovery yet that why cant really have fun last night . We leave the club at 1++ and after that called them and check weather they are good ? Feng told me ping vomit almost the whole barked . Ha ha .. Sorry Bro ~ u know that your destination right ! Please don't blame us k .

Beside that , yesterday remind me something very meaningful in my life , that one year before . I mean 300509 is a night that finally i make a decision that I LOVE YOU and holding your hand said that DON'T LEAVE ME . From that night start u started know that i like you early , after that night we were like nothing happens and just act like normally but actually she angry about me because i didn't do anything until the few day later only we started our relation = } Too bad that yesterday wasn't at the club that all this happened but at Maison also could remind me all these freshness memory .

Yesterday receive a call from my younger sister , she's like got something wanna tell me but end up didn't because I'm out side , so today she called me again , and told me weather can invest some business for her . She wanna do business with her current Boss . Actually i was curious and i was thinking what happen last night why she cant just told me that time . I don't know weather that right for me to help or not , but She my younger sister . I ll help her if she really wanna do , although i know my dad ll not really agree if i do so , But i ll try to help her , Hope she ll do some result to show up . Investing wasn't that big deal . As long as your really into it then i wont blame anything .

Here i got for now la , still waiting for my dad , He is on his way back to office now = } ..
I'm missing my honey . Dad faster come back please ! Muahaha ..

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Hi there => i just came back awhile and doing my work and also time to update a bit here , Haha .. after whole day of tired and worry finally tonight feel much better . I think tonight should be sleep peacefully = } .. Felt like a month ago didn't really sleep well but actually just few day .

This morning woke up still getting worry of things and still very stress , when back to office act like normal but actually my heart wasn't around . Do everything also in a very moody way and like angry of everything . I know my heart is with my dear . Because today felt extremely miss her = / maybe i am just worry .

After work rush back home then toke a bath and when out edi , Still deciding how and which place then finally try new place and lucky everything just be fine and just like what my darling told me , she said today im luck . Hehe = }

Here we go still another day to go , after tml everything ll be fine and just like normal and that what i wish to happen again being sweet sweet again and act like kid and become manja again . Haha .. Im very excited . Thank God for blessing us ! Hugs I guess God wont want me to kiss kiss that why i just HUGS . Night everyone .

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Another day had begin , Today didn't go out with my lovely darling , because she's tired and so didn't go out for tonight . I when to fishing with my cousin just now and came back awhile ago , then doing blog here , I miss my dear actually , almost 1 yr we couple and we could said we meet up everyday , only sometime missed but i guess not more then 10 finger . I guess people out there might think that we are not suppose like this , but this is WE = } ..

This few day i am really really tired and full of stress , a lot of bad things happen around me and i really tired and could drop down my tear too . Is just like the movie ( Crash of the T.... ) said : SOMEDAY SOMEONE GONNA SAID IS ENOUGH !! really tired and i don't know how to handle thing anymore , i cannot work properly i cannot think anything and i just thinking of it . Please Please let settle it together and i want back my normal life with you .