Felt hurt today .

why today ? what happend to me le ? i was weird ? i mean i felt quite moody and feeling hurt today , maybe becoz of lonely ! i scare to be lonely becoz the moment without anyone beside and no one could share my problem , i might need a listener too actually . but i got nothing to said becoz i decide to forgot everything , Totally lost my memorie , i only left a little bit of sweet memorie that enough and i ll alway keep it as fresh as i could . im not gona think too much ! i just dont wish to heard any news and i dont want my self to had any news for ya ! = }

Today dad when to JB with duno who becoz he lefted before we woke up , and that only both of us going for work , my brother tml didnt go too becoz he had start for his Master and japanese classes too , hahaha .. very soon that i ll be starting my class too , hehe .. too excited to go learn now . hehe .. maybe working edi be part of my life but i still prefer go back to learn , it muz be fun .. i hope that faster i ll be in there . I wish to take full time but as im working i only could take part time class , Mm.. at least im not gona watse my time like how i alway use to be , suddenly felt that actually im 22 this yr edi le . hehe .. started to scare being older and day gone so fast . wOoo ... edi april today , shit ... is really so damn fast , i still could feel the fresh on new year time heheh .. = } .. But i ll only think back awhile becoz i knew new year ll be better , every next days ll be better then today ! maybe today i seriously get deeply hurt but i knew tomorrow start i gona learn to be on the way by alone . hehe ..

Hehe , i found something new on my self today , hehe .. maybe it quite funny for ppl la , but i felt that could bring up my mood too , hehe , that is ! i decide i jogging everyday before i left office . hehe .. today the 1st day i jogging , is quite tired becoz long time didnt do it , hehe .. but tml start i gona jog everyday once . im thinking to go swimming actually . but i duno where to go tim ? maybe wanna join some club or anything that include others spots activity . hmph .. i wish to train my self back to be more active , hehe .. Funny hor ? haha .. nvm , i ll try to do it geh . as one day im still alive or i still can breath i wont give up anything that i promised . maybe yea ! I had been Gave Up by someone . but im not gona give up my self . i know i could find my self back , im not gona lost , i need time , and i could do it anytime . BELIEVE MY SELF IS WHAT I ALWAY WANNA DO . if anyone that dont believe your self , i bet your alway the losser . SO believe YOUR SELF .

30 -03-2009

So fast that edi reach to the end of march , hmm ..so fast that i had been like this for a month and i had been older another month , haihz .. life really that bored ma ? everyday repeat repeat the same things everynite that watsing time out there doing nothing , is this what we call life ? i thought life could be really enjoy , born to learn how to walk how to fall down how to stand up again learn how to speak and how to grow up . but why when reach to this level seem everything edi stopped , i knew that we still in those heart to learn like how we did when we are kid , but why now so much different . *sigh*

Are we really gona fight with time or we are suppost to fight with our self , to prove that we are enjoying our life on earth . When tenaage grow up start to in love start to get hurt start to learn more and when became adult thinking more on work earning money for future , im jealous for some adult that could earning money meanwhile could spend their life with someone they love . Jealous of them , i wasn't mean i couldn't i knew i could but is that really so easy to meet someone that you truly love . i dont think so , everything need to start over everything gona be different . That what sometimes could made ppl feel so tired . Hmm .. I had no direction now , i mean i could be in anywhere i just dont want to lost my self in nowhere .

Hahaa , I guess i duno how to said that word already , but maybe once again when i met someone that i admire i ll know how to say it . Sometimes the one you like they wasn't for you , sometimes the one you not admire maybe they are the one who care you more ! i got abit weak on here , becoz girl really kind of soft animal . Ppl who know my attitude they ll know what i mean . Hurt is a kind of painfull feeling , Erm.. can i said a kind of feeling that girl scare the most ! i mean for so serious in their relationship person . Everyone dont wish to get hurt noone that wish this kind of feeling ll appear , but think back and see , if you wasn't get hurt before you wont be smart again to solve the problem .

Hmph .. why am i so DUNO what what what geh le ! haihz . dont care . hehe .. enough jor , tml daddy going to johor , so that only me and my brother go for working bah , hihi .. and okay la, i had to be on bed now if not later my lovely bed scold me arhh .. heheh .. ge nite gd nitezxxx .. sweet dreamzx ..

How Do i spend my Sunday .

Morning , And i gona tell you how i spend my sunday today ! hehe .. such a stupid idea to do that actually but i suddenly felt tht good actually i could record down how i spend every of my days . hahah .. Today wake up early becoz had an appointment with my aunty at KD becoz wanna { pan leng leng } =p .. So woke up at 8 almost 9 then when im almost leave and daday came back and he bought us breakfast so i stay down and take it after then when to KD .

Reached there almost 10 and well my aunty was there too , 1st im asking for my aunty to teach me all about the phone , i mean the HTC phone tht i still not really sure how to use it yet , She teach me i think about more then 30 minut then we are going to start , Finish almost 1 in the afternoon and then i staight away go T.M fetch kelvin come my hse becoz i need him to help me on my cctv stuff , haihz .. Ma Fan him again . Sorry Man !! When that done we are going to eat and though to send kelvin home too , suddenly had a call from my dad that he ask me to go office to pick up some stuff and send it back to home becoz the lorry edi at my hse waiting , WTH .. end up i got no choice after meal at MCD then staright away rush to office .

Reach office is about 4 something so pick up those stuff and rushing back home , Wooo .. Tired of driving the whole day and still after that send kelvin home and i go KD to find my aunty becoz the HTC need to install some program .AHHhHHHRR .. so many time i go KD side today . *sigh* When back subang play awhile snuker then we go home waiting for ping to finish up his assigment then we out again . After That i got no more comment becoz that that something missed here too =p .. hehe ..

Alright , tml morning need to go { Hang Ching } so i gona sleep early to , monday again so need to do my work again over and over repeat and repeat , hehe .. Nitezxxzzzz

Emo day .

hehe , hello , morning , woke up in the morning and gona end my last day of this weekend just like normal that but today i got no reason why so early we leave at home , hehe .. reach office just quite early ,but lucky i still feel time pass thought fast , hehe .. Doing nothing but helping dad do some work and Wooo .. that really can believe that just awhile only and there is lunch time so we when out to had lunch too , but today worse becoz most of those shop is off , so reach to the shop that normally go but they also got just some food left so no choice we ate too = }

back to office and im preparing some order need to bring it home becoz tml got a client ll come pick up , just not longer and finally reach-ed the moment that gona leave , hahahah .. even that abit late but still got time la , becoz we got appointment for our hair cut at 8 something , and still in time when we are there , ping and sing also joining = } .. WeLL .. another weird hair style had appear again , hehe .. no choice la everyone need to be { YA } now , so just do ask What everyone wish la cutt-ed a {YA} hair style again .. heeh .. i mean 3 of us also .. ehehe ..

Finish around 10 something and we came back to KD yam char and play snuker , then everyone go home , i just feel weird that why lately everyone seem like to be Emoing .. Im nervous actually . heheh .. Hmm .. what is the problem anyway >? is that anything going wrong in member Rakan Semua ke ? haihz .. what happend ? MMm .. alright .. Ll check it out later , anyway , gtg edi , tml got appointment for facial in the morning , hmph .. so gd nitezxxz la .. Muakz.

A fastfull day over .

Mm.. Today early in the morning sister came in to my room and duno what see wanna take but i guess she is finding the badminton racket becoz today she got ECA at school , hmm .. secondly my uncle worker came becoz they need to do something to our hse floor i mean to make it more shine and well that 2 worker had started to work , and after awhile we leave becoz need to go office too .

Today actually is quite busy too , hehe .. firstly reached office im doing all the computer checking mail and receive order and others , then afternoon that time quite number of ppl came too , but lucky still can handle la hmph .. Seem like next week start i gona be more busy when that is my working time , haihzz .. hopefully faster over it so that i could relax abit , hihhi .. so damn snake actually =p .. today leave early becoz i told my dad i gona go play badminton and so we leave before 6 , hahaha .. Im driving and more fast that i could reach home , hihi .

What the 1st think i reach home i found that my hse floor was totally amazing that i cant imagine how could it be so shiny and just felt like im in the new hse ! that the first time i ever saw my hse floor so nice . hahah .. = ) .. That just only down stair a little part of it , and they spend the whole day for it , oh my god , that gona take so long to done that , but tml gona reach my first floor edi , becoz my dad ask my uncle to do the whole hse , hahah .

So love that my floor was so shiny actualy just got the feeling of new ! hehe .. Mm .. after that reaching to join them badminton and today was the last day of playing badminton on friday , becoz kelvin gona start to study for his SPM and so he gona start his studies .. Too bad , actually i wish to continue but is quite rushing too sometime , so all i could do is just stop for this moment lor . Thought that every one could attend for this final last day , but less a PIG becoz that PIG when back to hometown edi , hehe .. pity that she cant join .

When to SS2 to eat and after that everyone go back home , hehe .. today is quite early actully , maybe becoz i dont wanna be so late sleep hehe , so came back early lor haha .. and i gona go sleep soon , now my sister is here investigating my htc becoz until now i still duno how to use it , haizh .. so noob =p .. no choice i had to take time to use to it . hehe . so GD NITEXXZ =p

Days Pass thought very fast .

Helo there ,another friday came , that really fast actually just like we dont even know what our self had did in between the time is going . Seem like we did nothing and eveyday gona and gona , everyday repeat the same things working sleeping working sleeping that all , life started to be bored and age started to get add on . Felt that im getting old too =|

what so special for today actually , i mean how my day going le ? Mm .. my sister woke me up for fetching her to school becoz my mom dont want to fetch her , *sigh* .. charm la , What the hell is this !!! No choice end up i had to fetch and so so blur while on my way . hehe .. came back and get ready for work wait for daddy come back edi then we move, today dady got interview in putrajaya for those worker stuff la ,dropped dad over there and we move back to office , did nothing much actually and just 11 something dad called up ask us to pick him up and had lunch together , so we go pick him up too and had lunch , hahaha .. that unbelieveable that today lunch time i ate vege heheh .. first time and my brother was curious too , hehe .. human ll change want ma , nothing to be curious right .. =p

evening that time i mean we are almost gona leave and suddenly got a call from John Pou , he came back from China with Ah kao today and im going to fetch them , so there are following us back home , hehe .. that so suddenly that he call , and we dont even know they are back today actually .. hehe .. should told me early so that i could prepare for pick up ! .. actually , ppl who i know was so luck actually la , i work near to the airport , so that easy for me to pick up and send you guys back home too . hehe .. John and ah kao having dinner in my hse just now and after that my dad send them back to grandma hse , hehe = }

Well , today very calm actually , hehe .. at 1st i sleeped awhile too before i when out , lying on my bed and sleeped , hahah .. then finally decide to go out but that almost 10 actually . Hmph .. luck came didnt join them for yam char jus know and felt like coming home edi , haha .. today is consider early lor , hehe .. anyway i had to go sleep edi too , had some tired jor .. hehehe .. good good nitezxx ..

Oo OO .. *sigh*

Ehem Ehem , Today only i found that my brother gona start his studiest back again and he is learning japanese now too , that mean he ll not able to be in the office so offen edi , Hmm .. That why today my dad was telling me gona take care more and look after more ! YES DAD i ll Do my BEST !! = } .. But im going to Learn Japanese soon too . haha .. wait for the comfirm only =p .

hehe , Today afternoon that so sad that i cant join dad and uncle kaw's with others for lunch becoz i got to delivery stuff to other place so i missed , Arghh .. but nvm la , hehe Diet mah , hihi .. i when to delivery on 1 afternoon and came back on 3 something, reach to office uncle kaw's was in my nursery and seem like few ppl there too , there all seem like so happy there and my god , drinking beer in office too . Seem like having party , so noisy and woo , they seem real enjoy . Haha , is time for dad to enjoy his life with his friends and our turn to work hard . hehe .. but as im still adult i still got the heart to play around =p ..

Today dad with me go KL delivery hohoho , dad is driving and im so relax playing my new htc phone and seaching for the gps sistem ,is damn pro man ! hahaha .. i guess i wont be lost edi la , haha .. after finish delievery and we go home , reached Kd side and there is traffic jam in our way back to subang , haihz .. heavy jam . TOo bad , luck im good in time becoz i had appointment with client in Desa ParkCity , When there after that came back to perdana playing snuker with of coz the 2 of them la , cant run edi la is alway us , ping and fai lo . Played awhile only la , then yam char blow water and leave , came back here and im blogging here lor =p . Tonite seem quite good luck for me actually , duno how to said le but it really seem luck tonite, duno weather can i had so gd luck in everyday anot ,i pray for god ,i hope everyone gd luck too becoz im not so greedy .

even now im not that sleepy yet but i ll try to go sleep geh , becoz duno why ! hehe .. see im stupid right . hahaha .. Gd nitezx sweet dreamz . outside seem like gona rain anytime , i hope it do so that tml morning while i wake up i got my lovely mood and of coz the whole day happy ! hihi .. =p

Rainy Day .

Hohoho .. hehe .. This morning i woke up by thunder in 7:20 in the morning , normally that time i was still sleeping but today morning was really alot of thunder stom and is raining too , woke up and i on ptt while i edi heard ping them is ptting . and i woke up at 8 something , 1st look out thought the windor was so damn nice for me becoz that was a rainy day and i get up with a smile on face plus a lovely day too .. hehe .. reach to office didnt really did anything much actually just keep doing my export thingy .

Is lunch time and that was stil raining out there , we had lunch at dengkil with supplyer is edi 1 something too , finish it almost 2 and go back to office wait for delievery stuff to airport . That unbelieve that until 5 only stopped rain and luck becoz we need to delievery stuff too . hehe .. after 6 something only we leave from office becoz waiting for the person keep us late , hmm .. i learn something hehe .. I mean started to learn more more from what daddy teach =} ..

When to badminton just now and well , play real hard until so tired and just now half way of playing i dont know why that my nose was bleeding too , so crazzy that duno why suddenly like this , hmm .. after a while stopped and i continue playing too , actually now i was bleeding again , so weird . Mmm .. gona stop here 1st . I continue soon . Sorry , =p .

Lonely monday .

=| .. had a lonely monday again , but that seem to be normal for me actually . Today morning when to the city and do some gov document for export , then i leave and so stupid that when i lefted quite far and then the felle call me back becoz he said i haven pay the free yet , so end up i go far from there to a U turn and then i go back , and i was like so crazy that when i go up there and find him he said i just need to pay 1 ringgit . Oh my God , i almost wanna minta {kayu or pisau } edi . Mmm ..

Reach office and 11 something and check on my worker then do the packing thingy , prepare for tml wanna export , and just like normal la my day everyone knew that , leave office at 6 and came home almost 7 , today was so calm duno why seem like everyone playing emoing today , hehe no one chat on ptt , and not really talk much today , so weird .

Came home and take bath then prepare to go pasar malam with ping jes peng them , walked a round at ss2 and yam char awhile then send them back and we leave too , hehe .. that still early actually but no choice i wanna rest early , i mean im trying to rest early , hihi ... helping buddy find so importend stuff , It seem to be really importend for him i knew that becoz he is very serious . Dont worry i ll try my best to share you my hand too bro .

Alright , here i got for today , hehe .. Hope to be better this week . So CCHEErr UPP .. hehe .. Muakzx.

Getting less bloging .

my god OO my god ..almost 2 day that im not bloging here , haihz .. sorry , hmph .. becoz i alway back late and also very tired all the days , hehe .. i must try to sleep early and rest abit more now , so today is quite early come back and decide to blog blog here before i go sleep , okay ! i take a day off on saturday thought to take some rest and plus go buy some tree in Sg Buluh . Early morning that im awake by my little sister any she's there annoy me to wake up .. haha .. alright , i was like turn turn there so lazy to wake up at 10 something , hehe .. Then when to school join them for basketball awhile and i lefted , go home take bath and ask my sister company me to buy tree . Mostly tht all for saturday la , since that is passed and of coz i dont wish to remind it back . hehe becoz alway tml might be better = }

Today sunday , haha .. so happy that im still in off day but early morning woke up by mom , ask she ask for car key becoz my sister wanna drive to work , and too bad that i didnt gave it , becoz she might know that she need to think for her self how she gona go for work . Fine !! dont said it , my dad was back and again arguement appear , F*** ... that alway becoz of my stupid sister cause so many problem ! Hate it .. Alright i wake up at 10 something and got a call from bryan go for breakfast at old town and that nothing to do with both of us so he ask me to go for some frame on snuker , Got another call from my dad ask me to rushing back to office becoz that quite lot of ppl in office , so after fetch ping and i was rushing my way back to office help my dad . hehe ..

That many ppl in my office today and i was so heart down that my dad alone there , Haihz .. so gona faster give a hand for help there . Hmph . . that unbelievable that 7 something only leave office , so late .. my god .. haihz ..Sorry that seem like made ping abit bored today . hehe , but thank for accompany me too .. haha .. so came back from office and prepare for shopping too , ahhah .. when to 1u shopping and movie , Yea !! finally watched movie , we watch DragonBall Evolution.

Finish our movie at 11 something then came back AB here to yam char and came back home here to blog . hehe .. today is quite early actually .. i hope i could do that everyday too . hehe .. Gd nitezx here 1st .. Continue blog sooner ^^

Sorry !

sorry that i missed up yesterday ! haihzz .. im tired and then 4 something in the morning only when to sleep my god , haha .. chatting with some person that duno why their only awake at nite , hehe .. just like ghost , but hehe .. i almost become it too , hmph .. well today working just like normal but i know that im sleepy if i didnt nothing for today , luck that i got things to do so that wont feel sleepy too , hehe .. planning jess birthday today and suppost to be on saturday but suddenly plan had changed and rushing for her plan hehe ,luck that still in time i mean is not that fully in out plan but still okay la , at least still going well on it , when to Shabu Shabu with all of them and having dinner there , but their dont seem like like eating there , so sorry that i got no choice for this suddenly plan . After that when to subang jaya station 1 and waitng for 12 and celebrate Jessica's Birthday , haha ..

everthing going well , but seem like someone us was really tired and my god , Those black black eyes had appear too , hehe .. even me now eyes also seem like dropping tear becoz of tired bah , just now came back that time when to Welly second floor having Meeting and after when to drink until 3:15 we leave and finally im home how .. hehe .. suppost to be going to hell if later im going to work but so happy that im for today , haha .. so today could be free and could take some rest with my time , hohohoho ... Wee .. I guess i got alot things to do geh but duno what to start 1st .

WaHh .. is almost 4 again , shit , yesterday 4 somethings today again ? no no no way , but i still wish to watch my final fantasy le .. hehe .. Mm . .maybe after that im going to sleep , but later 7 something had to go back to school becoz frens plan to go back play basketball , haihzx .. duno i could woke up anot ? but i ll try , so wish guys dont get mad if i really missed it , i dont wish to ffk anymore . I try my best to get my self off from my bed in time .. hahah .. alright .. i wanna continue my movie . NItexzx

My darling car was back .

well well well .. finally i got back my car in time and timing was good for us to go pasar mala, just now , when to Cheras pasar malam and wOoo .. that the real long strees i gues haha .. walked not almost reached the end but still so many ppl there and real sweating .. haha .. when there actually just to buy cd , and im so great that i finally bought the final fantasy dvd haha ..

actually now im watching it while blogging i scare it ll be too late if i blog after i watch .. haha .. Mm .. i guess i gona watch movie 1st becoz haha .. it so nice .. i continue more sooner .. haha .. Gdn nitezx 1st .. =p

Fall in sleep .

haha , sorry that i had no choice but i fall in sleep yesterday , hahaha .. so today early morning only blog here i mean now im in the office .Mmm , yesterday as in a normal day also but my sister following us to office but she's just zzZzZZZzz and just playing computer here , hahaha .. nvm , better then staying at home i guess so bored ,waHHHH .. im gona send my worker to medical check and so she is following and while i drop my worker to the clinic we both felt hungry actually , but that time is almost lunch time edi , still we go eat Roti Canai near the clinic , haha .. finish it at 11something and reach office that time edi 12 something just while and dad asking for lunch edi = / but we are still full .

Still going with them for lunch and well i and my sister share half plate of rice =} .. after lunch feel so sleepy haihz .. but cant rest awhile either becoz some clients was here so force to finish up everything only could rest but then when everything done that almost 6 and we gona leave soon . having badminton too last nite and my god ! cant believe my self could stand how long more , finally my turn to come and yeah !! im great that yesterday i fall sleep in 12 something and i slept over 8 hr .. hehe .. this is so great that i had been long time ago didnt sleep early =} duno how long i could be sleeping early . haha ..

This morning woke up late i mean until i heard my dad came home and knocking my door only i woke up . haihz .. sa more today early morning is raining , if is in sunday i guess that should be a nice day for me ! hehehe .. i gtg now , wanna start working edi , i mean just see around walk around , haha .. my sister is on her way with daddy coming here . so gona do some work , if not later got yell . Bye now , Take Care . ttyl .

Funny Monday .

haha , what so funny about today ? hehe .. well , drive my Mini to work becoz my car still in workshop , so bad that this whole morning that i cant use ptt ,haihz .. so damn bored when im in the office but haha luck i got my laptop there , hehe .. doing blog and changing colour and take picture , my god that so funny that almost whole day web caming with my sister and God that really too funny , haha . singing , take some noob picture doing so nooby face, hahah .. cant imagine .. we are stupid .

It heavy rain in my area while im waiting for my {yee chong} from brunnei and go dinner with him and Ah Kao in Dengkil , almost 7:30 only we leave , god im driving mini , it take 1 hr to get me home actually , hahha .. but nvm i had broken record today , Reached 140km .. wahhHhHHa .. and so fun actually . But u wont know until u sitting in the car ! hahha ..

Finally reached home and yeah !! Meet cyun just now and we yam char at Old Town plus that elaine choo also appear from his area that we had so long didnt meet , hahaha .. she's cutted her hair quite short until not really {Cham} .. haaha ..but still okay la , something had changed that was our closness not that close anymore , i mean maybe everyone less join together anymore so something we said they stil cant really get it , hehe .. COME ON , u'll sure ll join us back like how we use to be last time . Start to turn ur channel slowly , we are alway there waiting for you guys ! cheer up .

Nothing much happend just doing blog the whole day and well , just came back from perdana with fai and ping , playing snuker and yam char .. hehe .. i almost everyday so late only sleep , my god !! am i going faint someday . i hope so ! hahah .. so i could take some rest =p .. okay bah , i got to go ooi ooi edi lor trying my best to sleep as early as i could actually , but haihz ... nvm i ll try . charm lor , learn it from Mic edi , im the one who alway ask her sleep early last time , haha .. not my tuen everyday so late = |

Nitexxz Nitezzx ^^

Dream Of Working ^^

Haha .. sunday ! sunday ! that my only day off in a week , HOooo ... that suppost to be sleep abit late becoz my day off , early morning duno who the hell down stair closing the stupid door so hard and woke me up at 8 something and my self gone be stupid and while i open my eyes i felt that quite abit and i was like Mmmm .. shit ! so late gona ready to work dad muz be waiting ! hahahah .. That so stupid and after awhile i was thinking that today im suppost to be off . haha .. then fall back on my bed again , trying to sleep more but then cant really sleep and sister ask me to wake up becoz she and my mom wanna go office , Sob Sob ~ force me to wake up go Sg Buluh buy fruit tree ! haihzzz.. ...Fine ! i go with my sister and they had no stock all i can do is just order from them and lefted number so when they got the stock and call me up .

Came back home and they staight away leave while im rushing up to the Mini Member competition at AmCorp Mall , called ping up and asked him send my car to wash then we go they but i didnt take part of the competition becoz seem like many Mini nicer then mind so i give up and stay there just awhile while my uncle leave and i also follow , heheh ... Go to Taman Mega had lunch with jess ,and that nothing much could do becoz im feeling so so sleepy and tired that time, becoz early morning when i woke up my sister ask me to take the medicien for flu , and i toke it so afternoon that time WooOo.. really felt like Flying .. hahahaha ... came back home and that im alone at home becoz everyone when out , im napping this afternoon untl like almost 7 then go for dinner with peng* familys . Really scare of so much of foods now . hahah !! Im surrender ..

Again came back then go out yam char with jess fai ping again at taman mega , called peng but she didnt join us ! Mmm .. alright , Shit... cyun came back for 2day and i still haven meet ehr up yet , my god !! she's not gona forgive us anymore.. later must call her up . Sorry Sorry err !! .. hehehe .. came back home and blogging here seem like tired hope i could rest early and i just hope la , becoz still they are blowing water in ptt .. i might going to join them after blogging .. hihi .. so still not sure wat time i ll be on my dreamz tonite = /

I can only said gd nitezx to everyone here , Another new week had just begin , So Please Be very Luck in every Coming Weeks . Alright .. Take care And Sweet dreamzx .

A nite that dont feel sleepy .

hahah , today so weird , i should be very tired and sleepy but why alway very awake when late at nite , hehe ... alright , today could consider a great day for me seem like day getting recovery much more for me , and of coz i knew becoz of all my frens who supporting me by reading here and cheer me up i mean MICHELLE and others . Thank you so much for ur caring ! I appreciate it alot - ehehehe !! Today working was great too ,i mean nv really didnt anything but today all i had to do it delivery , hahah .. reached office at 10 something and prepare stuff for delivery back my hse area so at lunch time i go buy my dad lunchy and i stairht away go delievery tht time was 1p.m and i move , haha continue with my plan that meet ping for lunch together at old town at perdana and then hahaha .. Fai appear but he dont join us becoz he got stuff to do , so end up both of us had lunch and ping follow me back to office .

Well , he is so free that no where to go so asked him weather join me anot and he is on ,.. hahahaa .. someone accompany me pula , kekeke .. feel so bored when we back to office and just wait for time to come and gona off and had my lovely off day tml .. well well , came back and though to meet cyun tonite her 1st day back to Malaysia , but then she is following her familys to genting highland actually im joining but too bad my car got real problem edi , had to take time to fix it , ahiayaa. .. i seem cant see my darling for sometime edi !! sob sob

3 of us had dinner at subang just now and seem bored too , becoz cant meet up with cyun and someone called that asking us to go back { niang Jia } hahaha .. hehe that might be a right time tonite becoz we are bored , and still we on , but that so stupid that tonite barcel { operasi } and luck me and feng came out becoz we saw the MPSJ was arrived so nonit to stuck in there for alomost 1 hr , Hmm . but ping was late , he cant get to come out becoz those guys edi blocked the way to leave , haihzzz .. so end up we both leave 1st becoz feng seem like so sleepy too , came back here and i still dont feel like going home actually and i did take a round at KD too, haihz .. bored that nothing to do around and finally stil forced to came home blogging here and after this duno wat else to do , haihz .. seem like gona find some activity for my self too , started to feel so lonely and i lost my target in my life , Give me sometime i ll get everything back that i had lost . heheh .. is almost 4 now .. and im really bored so wish that i could chi chat with someone on the phone or even in msn ! sob sob .. Where is my Angel my fallen angel ? Pls help help me Pls ; ' { I guess that only my bed suit for me i mean my single bed ! = }

I got a nice song here actually i love it lately . i dont really knew it suit for who ? but i think that this song suit for those had just lost their relationship or maybe is suit for me too , no matter what it sound meaningfull . Give your self abit time to feel this song .

Busy day with rushing .

Enjoy some song there while bored reading with it .

= ) .. This morning the weather was cloudy and made me feel so lazy to wake up..Just feel like sleeping but too bad it wasn't a sunday cause then i can sleep longer on my off day , hehe .. so hard that i finally woke up from my lovely bed and went to ready for work = | ..dad when to cameron highland yesterday and today ll be back , so is just me and my brother go work in the morning , and lunch time that my dad came back , Should be so happy becoz of today weather at 1st and well that making me so busy of my day too, today is quite busy in the morning until almost 6 only everything settle down and we leave , today my ptt duno why can get in to the channel in the morning until around 1 tht abit better that could heard someone ptting .. but that time i was still busy so didnt really join but listen .. well , i tot today should be very good after lunch so that i could take a rest becoz weather so nice, so shit that i dont even had half an hour to rest , made me feel so tired tired .

But is so happy that today came home early becoz dad need attn to someone's wedding dinner so i reach home around 6:30 .. haha .. and rushing for my next activity that badminton , at first really feel so excited becoz today boy's brother and his daddy is coming to join us badminton too , haha ... and yea that so great today playing even i lose just a little bit but that worst for it .. and yeah seriously so TIRED , hahaha ... when drink and eat with them plus peng and her frens saikchyi and wei wei that i knew them actually but not that much . hehe , finish everything and sended jess back home and i go Sunway Mentari becoz dad request me to go to the Sun Inns hotel and pay deposit , that was so stupid that the hotel need we go there to pay deposit ={ .. No choice i had to follow comment becoz dad clients come to travel and spend few days here. actually my brother go pay the deposit but then tml he is leaving duno where in the morning and so end up i go too =p . Dont THINK that i go hotel for Others REASON ! ^^ IM NOT !

when i finish fetching everyone home and i go home , on my way home i felt that my car got problem and i ask ping too had second round too , Shitt ... came back and dropped my sister so i go out again well just not more then 0.1km and i U turn back becoz the car problem seem to be abit serious edi .... SOB SOB , What Wrong with my car ? I really cant live without you ! DARLING PLS BE OKAY . hahaahaha .. STUPID right ! =p Tml ll send it to see doctor so that the sick got cure .

That something stupid happend again , that was im positing just abit that got news from ptt that ping told me that fai had an accident while he is driving motorcycle at somewhere around perdana and well, i made a call to ping becoz the stupid ptt so laggy and that seem so serious and i was rushing out from my hse and go there , that so STUPID that there just making joke there WTF .. i was almost reach perdana and gona turn back home now , so stupid ! haihz .. i scare of playing joke on this , becoz last time i alway use to made those kind of joke to my cousin brothers too , end up that day while my cousin passed away and i reach to my cousins hse i tell him that serious but he still though that i was joking . That could be playing with anything but plss dont make some joke of this if not maybe someday really happend and that noone gona help anymore . Fine !! anywhere im sleepy edi , i gona go sleep ..

GOOD NITE GOOD NITE ~~

Thank for the Truth .

well , why did i said really thank for truth , Finally i got a real answer , i had been leaved by someone that i first saw and i did fall in love with ever 1st time , we had been thought really alot alot until everything cant be imagine at 1st , unbelieveable that actually both of us could be so in love and really duno how does we keep this relation until now , all i can said is i really believe her , believe in her way of loving someone so serious , i did make a call to his parents that i said i love her , everything is actually out of my mind but no choice i did love her , and i did tell her that i ll love her ever and i did promise her that i ll visit her in year 2008 , i had keep all my promise for all the time is just a broken promise i did that i didnt make to visit her last year i knew i disappointed her but is really not as easy as how she think , im trying very hard to fill up ll my promisess but lastly i didnt make it , so sorry to her , well year 2009 had came and our relation had became far far away until i truly got an answer , i ask her what actually happend between both of us and what is the problem there , and finally i got it , Is all just becoz that i broken that promise and she started to let down of this relation maybe in the other hand she edi had some new admirer that could stay close with her and not such a long distance anymore like how we did . All this 3 yr we communicate just by phone and msn ! no others , something really gona cry becoz i could just saw her in my moniter and i cant even touch on her , that is the most painfull think ever , is really hard to keep a long distance relation for 3yr , and now everything had over , i mean we became back like last time before 3 yr ago that im someone that dont even knew her appear in this big family and she dont know who am i actually . Maybe ppl think that im so selffish being like this but this is the only way for me to forget her , if said we both dont love each others i think that still could be accepted but the problem is even we love each others so much but we both cant be apart , we knew how much we love each others and the problem is we cant guerentee future , she might be right too i also dont wanna waste her time anymore since our feeling getting far away , all i had to know is she did gave me the answer { YES YOU WANT ME TO FORGOT YOU } and i could only tell her that { YES I LL } . That is our ending and the truth , im not gona think anymore, since i did tried to beg her not to go and all i could felt that she dont love me so much anymore . And is really for me to give up . I ll not heard any news from her anymore and i ll wish her luck in her future life .

What else i could said , maybe im very serious in relationship that why i end up with so hurt , but i knew that i ll grow up from here , is just wasted but that is the fated ='{ i need someone that i could tell my story with and i got no one to tell now only this blog here . I put everything in this relation for 3yr and i lose this relation just in 3 minut .. That unbelieveable !!! k k .. i think this ll be the last blog of my love story , im not gona telling anymore becoz im tired too, is time for me to refresh my mind and catch up what i had lose .. I hope you's guys really think before you gona start a long distance relationship , becoz it might appear alot of problem = } .. and now im available for all . Wish me luck Please !! I need your support .

Thank you ! gona go now , everyone should be sleeping this time but since i use to sleep late so doesn't really matter but i ll try to follow our real time soon . Gd nitexzxzxx ^^

Actually that a song here when we meet .

No Title yet .

well, i had fix my new background but still alot of mistake there , i duno why and im headache with it too , i cant found where is my title it seem edi lost and "arghHh; maybe this blogger hungry edi that why ate my title and dont let me see my title , hehehe .. i like this background and give me sometime i ll try to fix it as better as i could becoz i want my blog to be nicer too , hehee ..

Okay , what had been happend for today ? it dont seem like happend much but i seem busying also , when working with my brother and yeah today had to delivery to KL so driving 2 car to work , so sad that this morning ptt had break down and that non one of them in channel could chat so is quite bored this morning luck it work back at 1 something , hehe .. That mean we are gona ptt back as how we use to be , hohoho .. start to crabing around alot until 5 something i leave office to KL , that was so luck today that didnt traffic jam i mean not really but still a little bit and i still came home early before my dad . The first thing i did was go for bath , becoz scare of no water again , hahha .. after that lying on my bed turning turning around and upgred my new background with my P.A ..

Half way before done i mean still abit to fix and here they came , cant believe that ping and fai drive motorcycle from perdana to my hse is not that far but stil in distance that they didnt even wear helmet and that ping dont even had license , hahaha .. after that we when to yam cha and blow water around awhile go find uncle duck then go home and im here listening to them chatting in ptt haha .. alright here i go for today i gona join them edi , hihihi ... nitez nitezx ..

Hello , Morning and well today here another mv that quite touched i mean the story from what i heard from someone that a 17 yr old girl who wrote this song for a boy that she love alot , becoz of broken up and this girl suicide ! I duno weather that real anot , but it seem can believe it too .is really touch of the song that she made try to give sometime listen to the lyrics and you will understand how was the feeling there . But this mv here is a different story that i heard from so i duno which one is the real story actually = ' {

came to my day , today woke up early waiting for my dad wanna go office but when he came back and he ask us to drive another car to office becoz he wanna fetch his client so we did leave home 1st , after reached office and it seem to be some stuff waiting for me to over it , and started prepare for the packing . When though almost half of day and i dont seem like did anything much and after done everything that almost 3 and i keep walk around in the farm sitting down walking around again and waiting to go delivery . well , before i leave i got a call from 332 and i was so curious that i nv expect it , i duno what to say and i was so blur there chatted awhile and cant really hear on the phone too . I leave office before 6 and luck still in the to delivery becoz when i leave that was heavy jam on the main road so everyone is using the small road , but stil abit jam .

Reach home at 7.30 that actually normal time for me to be home , 1st thing i did was adjust my camera that just fixed yesterday and what the next thing u guess i did ? I was climbing on top of my silling wanna check for the water tank becoz that no water in my hse , so finally find out that no water supply , shitttt .. after badminton i was so pity that no water to bath and finallly i from subang to KD at bubu hse taking bath , so pity !! hehe .. luck still got place for me if not i think gona be like how their alway call { kon lou } hahaah ... alright , i seem like lately alway sleep late at nite too , duno why ! gone go sleep too , so gd nitezx everyone =p

遗失的美好

Still remember this song and the movie was so touched and i watched this series few time and everytime i watch sure ll drop my tear , is so good with the ending that no matter what kind of problem and what blocked them Both of them still love each others so much and waiting for each others - I like This kind of ending . Is there everyone could be like them ? I wish you could if you had this chance !

well , what should i posting here today , i got and long long day over and seem like did alot of things too , early morning woke up and ping called becoz he reached my hse and they are following me to work today . Greatzzz That today nonit to be lonely and bored , becoz they are here with me , hahaha ... Holiday today and tml everyone gona start back the normal life again , hehe .. but actually today i did too plus bbq in my farm , so fun that today whole day cloudy + a little bit of raining = we are happy with it .

Mmm .. I duno wat else there and i just could remember is what now i wa telling alot of them are missed here becoz i duno how to write here so maybe i gona stop there topic and all i know it today was fun and so bad that at nite i got those kind of sad feeling , i really scare of it , what should i do ? Im trying my best too but why ? why i let the line go so far , until i got so hard to pull it back ! suppost to be really great a 1st let the line go out so far long away and when the moment you gona pull that really bitter . I knew that gona use sometime and im giving my self times too . Frens out there who knew me ~ Pls wish me luck , for the moment im being now was really hard i just wish to treat someone good pls someone let me treat you good . I knew ppl think that im crazzy why suddenly wanna treat someone good and all , i can only tell you that i use to it , i dont need any repay from you all i need is someone could listen to me someone could share my feeling + abit of caring . That simple for me ! Im being so stupid lately where my self at and what is my direction is like everything lost so suddenly .

Alright , stop stop stop !!! enough tired of today and i hope could fall sleep straight away from the moment im lying on my bed . Gd nitex everyone , Gd luck when you open up ur eyes soon .

A nite didnt sleep .

Woo , so fast and over a week , well .. yesterday didnt got time to post becoz i been outside at frens birthday hse and when to fishing in the morning 3 something , hahah .. that so stupid of us after doing nothing and finally decide to go fishing , Mmm .. so happy that we think sure we ll caught some fish today becoz is early in the morning until we watch the sky from dark turn to light blue this morning , and of coz we did felt so tired until bully and keep { chat } him in the car when we on our way back , he look really tired and sleep and me and feng keep on disturb him not letting him to sleep .. hahahah .. so fun of that , nearly eyes also cannot open and we came back to Restoran 5 star in the 8.15 in the morning and toke some breakyy .. then everyone go home , i reach home and i bath after that lying down on my bed and i fall in sleep too , hahaha .. but is just around 1 hour only becoz dad had called me go Sg.Buluh to buy some fruit tree and i did go alone , so funny that my dad ask me buy just some but i bought alot , hahah .. becoz i cant imagine actually fruit tree was so cheap , hahah .. i bought 10 plants manggo and Brazil {longgan } that my dad request , in the other hand i bought 2 durian plants { CAT MOUNTAIN KING } and 2 plants of 101 , 5 plants Anak sekolah . HAHAH .. it seem so funny right all this name here ! haha ..

Came back home at 12 something thought to had lunch but had to wait for kelvin becoz i need his help on my cctv . Hmm .. After go take him at his hse and we go D.Sunway had our lovely lunchyy at PAK LEE = | and go home he help me to fix the stupid cctv , haha .. Thank you so much that finally fixed but duno why seem quite lagggy .. That not a big deal as long as it work , hihihihi .. Then fetch him home i came back toke a bath again and ready to go buy some stuff from BBQ tml in my farm , well , bought quite lot of thing but just to had some fun only , hehehe .. when buy thing with bubu ping jess , after that when to D.Sunway again to had some tea and finally Megan Kaw reached safely from Bangkok , sound like very fun travelling all around , wait , my turn is coming . haahaha ..

Alright , i really gona take so sleep didnt toke more the 3 hr nap today , so gtg now and ll meet up in the next morning and everyone else gona be As happy as everyone could . Believe it , i get hurt today , i ll not get hurt tml , becoz today i felt more better maybe becoz i didnt really watse time on resting for my self to think so much but i think this is better , so that i could fall sleep so fast when im in the bed =} . Nitezxxzxzxz ...

A complicated moment .

Today abit better maybe becoz lot of work for me to do so i dont feel anything ,but lunch time i suddebly had those feeling back and oh my god i got alone samore im so down that time and all i can do was just lying down on the table dont think and sleep sleep sleep while chat in ptt , shit i duno how should i handle this problem i had and how long more i gona take to settle this down , Today i found out something and im really feel sad and totally got no more mood in that moment i really feel like if i could disappear i wish to do that . Maybe the line was really break and all i got it im just hanging my line in the water waiting what will had some bite , but i guess that not gona happend even the next century ..maybe no ppl understand wat am i saying here on maybe no ppl know what i try to said here but that someone know what im talking here , duno why really wasted that i hope i could catch back the fish there but is late and it got away so fast ={ ..

Tonite had badminton , and while im taking bath after badminton i told ping that , im not gona fishing anymore becoz maybe i have to do some test for my life , He said it not gona happy becoz he said i like fishing , but im trying to tell him this time might be different , i really wanna take this extreamly hard test . I hope i could make it too .. When eat at Ming Tien with them plus a fake princess , then when to Sunway pass a phone to pfang and on my way back bubu with his lovely gf called for some drink and when to station 1 with them and my little PA and boy ji , Wooo .. hahaha .. did some game there and hahaha , forced bubu gf got no way out and so sad she blur blur in the end , hihii ... Another thing before i forgot , i think something really disappointed for me today , hmph .. but nvm , i guess that no one gona know it , only my self , some of a wasted but if i doesn't appear i guess i might not be so moody for all this . I want my life to be really calm , when would i had those life anyway ! maybe 10 or 15 more yr or it not gona happend in my life . No matter wat i live for good and bad , this is wat a human should accept . Today maybe i fall down to the endless line , but Tml i ll start to climb from the endless line and try my best to reach to the top , as long as not giving up easy no matter how ppl look at you , try to be what your self wanna be , dont act like somebody and tell out every things that you need to said but don't hurt someone with your word .

Remember this , you ll learn from where you fall down if you never think of standing up anymore you'll regret ever ! just like what i was regret , i miss study so hope that i could be studying now , last time alway think study very bored and all i do was playing in the school sleeping etc ; after came out working for this few yr i really did regret ! why ? becoz working is really tiring , yeah , maybe you think that earning money is importend , but once you came out start working and that might be late for you to go back to school ,i understand why our parents alway ask us to study hard and all we did is here they just said turn a round everything forgoten . some others things that i do but guess enough for it , thing aren't gona turn back and time ll ever keep moving forward . Please !! For all and for the world frens there , appreciate your life time your family and someone that you love .

This is just happen once you made a decision , that might be ever and that might be over . So try to appreciate it = } .. i knew maybe that might be very confusing for someone becoz they duno what did i trying to said here , hehe .. but slowly use ur mind i bet you sure get it , and i gona sleep now , hahah .. shit is almost 3 in the morning , my god .. Tml stil gona work , cheer up ! nitezx ..

I made it = }

haha , today morning was cloudy and unbelieveable that afternoon was heavy raining until everning almost i gona leave from office only stopped raining .. while so curious that i had been so long didnt play under the rain since i was duno how old .. haha ... but today i did , walking under the rain and im all wet even that cold but really felt so fresh of it , hehe .. Today really didnt do much becoz raining the half day ., all i did was hehe dont really kno actually .

I reach home at 6 something before 7 today was really early , seldom got this kind of chance , plus that so werid that i really did it , i came back and after taking bath im ready going to sleep actually , that so early too until the sky still in blue tried so hard telling my self i could stay at home today , although i really not really cant sleep but at least i slept for awhile and i did make it and i stay at home , the worst things is if i couldn't sleep i ll think alot , that the things quite scary actually .. hmph but i got no choice i need to face it . If not i really duno wat to do in the next .

Today abit early blogging here becoz i got nothing to do and so i blog here maybe after this i might go watch movie down stair or i might go try to sleep again = } .. hope it was a Sweet Dreamz for me and for everyone tonite and coming everynite .

Here is another Mv song that meaningfull .

Confusing .

Today suppost to be a brand new day of my self , but why dont really seem that working , i really did tried hard - Im not thinking of it im giving up everything to start over but how come that dont seem like any reaction yet i knew that cant be rush is so short of time , but still i ll try my best .. im very bad , i felt my self really bad becoz not staying at home all the time , i mean everyday when i come back from work after bath and then im going out with frens , it seem like i got abit of tired becoz alway till late at nite , now doesnt same like last time got ppl waiting and those ... now no more ! i just wish to stay at home sometime , going out too much and i seem like tired and more tired , but sometime really no choice that i wanna stay at home , i got nothing to do at home beside sleeping and comp .. all i have is only a room that with my bed my computer and my phone .. im trying not going out so much maybe really gona be serious and im gona take rest at home , i wish i could do that ! meanwhile im scare that when im home , i scare of thinking i scare of being alone and i ll remind memory , im stress stress stress .. but still i'll learn to face on it .* sigh * sometime im really too serious , but that my attitude ~ when joke i ll joke when serious i dont wish too hurt someone =} .. Tired though .GD nitezxx ..

Kenangan Terindah

Most wonderfull Memory !

Everything Happpend ll be the most wonderfull memory for me ever !
Learn from Mistake when you got hurt once you ll grow up more and that no second time !
Dont give up so easy or else you ll regret .
Appreciate everything it happend in your life .
Alway be happy and smilling of coz !
= } ..

Kenangan Terindah

Most Wonderfull Memory -

When You're Gone

When you're gone , All a suddenly my dream reach to the bottom line and just end up like this , maybe as how ppl said in Chinese [ if that really not gona happend why dont just let go ] i really duno why ? Is really simple for me , love mean love why need guarantee why you want me to guarantee your future ? How should i really give that answer for you if I did promise you and sure u'll think that im lie , Tell me How you want me to give you that answer , you're forcing us to the end and finally now we are gone . Why cant just had some simple relation ! You dont seem like Trust me at all . why ? U knew me for 3 yr and you kno everything of me how come all end up this way becoz guarantee .. Maybe fine bah , since this relation really weak and im not gona thing about it anymore , maybe really that you ll get someone could guarantee your future and everything bah - We ll go back like 3 yr before you came back to Malaysia , and we dont seem like knowing each other that time . I really duno what else could do , and i ll wish you Gd luck in future with someone really caring and protecting you ! Take care ! Today is the last day of being so stress im tired .
HELLO PPL WHO READ HERE , GIVE ME SOME COMMENT !! I WANT ADVISE = |

Seriously today i really got the more worse day here , reach to office and i slept for more then a hr and i got no direction i duno what i wanna do im just walking around chatting in ptt and wait for time up going home , even got yelled by daddy becoz some mistake i did nv toke care of what worker did .. Came back home thought wanna seat down had dinner with familys and just started to eat and yelled by dad becoz of working stuff , IM SO STRESS !! really wanna shout out but im being cool and i toke my meal to the kitchen and i had my meal there without any blame from dad , haihz .. What did i really did wrong ! GOD please help me ! .. When out to badminton and played really hard today but still felt not that tired , Mm .. Thank for those frens that alway by my side cheer me up when im down when i really sad , I found that you guys really alway there when i need, Thank alot exp Ping He is the one alway there when im sad , last time use to had some listener on me but he ....*sigh* nvm , My story really really so much to write actually , maybe sometime things just over too fast and why dont just leave it , i ll find my happinese .. And im ( Available ) =p . Forgot the Pass , Tml when i woke up that a brand New Yih Foong Appear - Tht not gona be the same as last time . Wait for a slept everything gona start over ! and i ll follow up everything i missed i ll rush to got it back . Time can prove it . Gona take bath now .. haha .. started smilling = } .. Nitex .. Wish me Luck everyone ! Thank .

unsucessful relation . That been a Secret alway keep in my heart .

Had been so many yr that i seem like being single and being couple , I love a girl almost 3yr ago , and finally today everything over - all the time im having a long distance relationship . i love a canadian girl that my cousin too , i only met her once in 06 and i duno why i fall in love with her , our relation is really very hard to handle actually , love her so long only comunicate by phone and no others sometime web cam .. that all .. can anyone imagine how do i feel for this 3 yr ? in the moment we together that not really ppl know , i mean that not much ppl know that im having a long distance relation for this 3 yr , we had gona though alot happinese and alot of sadness and problem .. is really unfair , why does us be in long distance and why we love each other so much but was so far apart .. actually i really duno what to post here , i know it should be alot to post by i really duno where to start from as in my head now tht totally empty .. and it full of painfull and sadness .. why ? why loving someone need to be gerantee why need so much ogf promise , aren't you believe me at all for this 3 yr ? Im totally heart break . maybe at you tell me i cant gerantee you and promise you that we are over today , u told me you need stable ! so mean that all this time u dont seem like stable and safe with our relation ? how u want me to promise you if i did tell u alright i gerantee your future that mean i might be lie to you ! How you wan me to answer that question ? u tell me if turn back im the one who ask you ? what answer i ll got ? SHit ... i got no more comment .. is really alot to write but i really dont feel like continue it , since today was the end of us all i had to do is just wish you luck , take care your self Sheila pou .

Sorry today that all i could post and im totally headache and confuse . how i wish that i had a babby mind now that so innocent . Im totally heart breaking .. sob sob .. but that over !!

Rainy Sunday

wOoo .. sunday morning , doing nothing while i woke up and just want send my car to repair and did alot of car things , hmph .. send my car to fix then when to delivery some stuff and after that came back to subang with my dad car and i send it to wash becoz that too dirty so left my car there and go find my cousin just at the { pasar } there and had breakfast with cousin , chat alot of stuff and made alot of joke of coz , hehe ... and i go back take my car that edi had done for so long there and i came home .

Afternoon that time had lunch at (KD) KFC with bubu fei and ping , well we were done and we got no places to go in the end still go back to ( perdana ) play snuker , shit !!! i seem like everyday play snuker only my god , think im gona rest for sometime too . We leave at abt 6 before the heavy rain and we yam cha at { 5 star } after reach home also seem nothing to do just waiting time to pass and nite wanna send daddy car to {summit} fix and then we had no more plan , that so stupid sunday ! haihz .. but no choice that the only off day i got in a week , but if i wanna choose anyday to off that might not be big problem too actually , hehe .. but of coz i dont really off at weekday only becoz i got thing to do or else im not gona off , becoz that bored at home actually , hehe ... if got ppl date that might be alright , but if ask me to stay at home sleep and just relax i ll choice to go office becoz that really too bored watse time on sleep = } ... { We are to young to smoke and too fast to die } .

At nite on 8 something gather at my hse and we send car to summit there at alomost 10 and than still got no any plan with send a battery to fake cinderella so we go to station 1 at { KD } that so unbelievable that we chat and playing car there until almost 2 hour , hehe ... that really bored sunday until we gona just be in a place that long hahah .. Is edi 12 something while we ready to move at the place and i raech home before 1 , today is quite early maybe im tired , haha .. that why today i cant really think much , hmph ... i better be continue soon bah , i wanna go rest on my bed 1st .. hhaahha .. Gd nitexz .. New Day alway begin with a SMILE so please SMILE alway . =p .. Dont be sad , becoz after sad that must be happy soon .