Had been so many yr that i seem like being single and being couple , I love a girl almost 3yr ago , and finally today everything over - all the time im having a long distance relationship . i love a canadian girl that my cousin too , i only met her once in 06 and i duno why i fall in love with her , our relation is really very hard to handle actually , love her so long only comunicate by phone and no others sometime web cam .. that all .. can anyone imagine how do i feel for this 3 yr ? in the moment we together that not really ppl know , i mean that not much ppl know that im having a long distance relation for this 3 yr , we had gona though alot happinese and alot of sadness and problem .. is really unfair , why does us be in long distance and why we love each other so much but was so far apart .. actually i really duno what to post here , i know it should be alot to post by i really duno where to start from as in my head now tht totally empty .. and it full of painfull and sadness .. why ? why loving someone need to be gerantee why need so much ogf promise , aren't you believe me at all for this 3 yr ? Im totally heart break . maybe at you tell me i cant gerantee you and promise you that we are over today , u told me you need stable ! so mean that all this time u dont seem like stable and safe with our relation ? how u want me to promise you if i did tell u alright i gerantee your future that mean i might be lie to you ! How you wan me to answer that question ? u tell me if turn back im the one who ask you ? what answer i ll got ? SHit ... i got no more comment .. is really alot to write but i really dont feel like continue it , since today was the end of us all i had to do is just wish you luck , take care your self Sheila pou .
Sorry today that all i could post and im totally headache and confuse . how i wish that i had a babby mind now that so innocent . Im totally heart breaking .. sob sob .. but that over !!
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