So fast that edi reach to the end of march , hmm ..so fast that i had been like this for a month and i had been older another month , haihz .. life really that bored ma ? everyday repeat repeat the same things everynite that watsing time out there doing nothing , is this what we call life ? i thought life could be really enjoy , born to learn how to walk how to fall down how to stand up again learn how to speak and how to grow up . but why when reach to this level seem everything edi stopped , i knew that we still in those heart to learn like how we did when we are kid , but why now so much different . *sigh*
Are we really gona fight with time or we are suppost to fight with our self , to prove that we are enjoying our life on earth . When tenaage grow up start to in love start to get hurt start to learn more and when became adult thinking more on work earning money for future , im jealous for some adult that could earning money meanwhile could spend their life with someone they love . Jealous of them , i wasn't mean i couldn't i knew i could but is that really so easy to meet someone that you truly love . i dont think so , everything need to start over everything gona be different . That what sometimes could made ppl feel so tired . Hmm .. I had no direction now , i mean i could be in anywhere i just dont want to lost my self in nowhere .
Hahaa , I guess i duno how to said that word already , but maybe once again when i met someone that i admire i ll know how to say it . Sometimes the one you like they wasn't for you , sometimes the one you not admire maybe they are the one who care you more ! i got abit weak on here , becoz girl really kind of soft animal . Ppl who know my attitude they ll know what i mean . Hurt is a kind of painfull feeling , Erm.. can i said a kind of feeling that girl scare the most ! i mean for so serious in their relationship person . Everyone dont wish to get hurt noone that wish this kind of feeling ll appear , but think back and see , if you wasn't get hurt before you wont be smart again to solve the problem .
Hmph .. why am i so DUNO what what what geh le ! haihz . dont care . hehe .. enough jor , tml daddy going to johor , so that only me and my brother go for working bah , hihi .. and okay la, i had to be on bed now if not later my lovely bed scold me arhh .. heheh .. ge nite gd nitezxxx .. sweet dreamzx ..
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