Thank for the Truth .

well , why did i said really thank for truth , Finally i got a real answer , i had been leaved by someone that i first saw and i did fall in love with ever 1st time , we had been thought really alot alot until everything cant be imagine at 1st , unbelieveable that actually both of us could be so in love and really duno how does we keep this relation until now , all i can said is i really believe her , believe in her way of loving someone so serious , i did make a call to his parents that i said i love her , everything is actually out of my mind but no choice i did love her , and i did tell her that i ll love her ever and i did promise her that i ll visit her in year 2008 , i had keep all my promise for all the time is just a broken promise i did that i didnt make to visit her last year i knew i disappointed her but is really not as easy as how she think , im trying very hard to fill up ll my promisess but lastly i didnt make it , so sorry to her , well year 2009 had came and our relation had became far far away until i truly got an answer , i ask her what actually happend between both of us and what is the problem there , and finally i got it , Is all just becoz that i broken that promise and she started to let down of this relation maybe in the other hand she edi had some new admirer that could stay close with her and not such a long distance anymore like how we did . All this 3 yr we communicate just by phone and msn ! no others , something really gona cry becoz i could just saw her in my moniter and i cant even touch on her , that is the most painfull think ever , is really hard to keep a long distance relation for 3yr , and now everything had over , i mean we became back like last time before 3 yr ago that im someone that dont even knew her appear in this big family and she dont know who am i actually . Maybe ppl think that im so selffish being like this but this is the only way for me to forget her , if said we both dont love each others i think that still could be accepted but the problem is even we love each others so much but we both cant be apart , we knew how much we love each others and the problem is we cant guerentee future , she might be right too i also dont wanna waste her time anymore since our feeling getting far away , all i had to know is she did gave me the answer { YES YOU WANT ME TO FORGOT YOU } and i could only tell her that { YES I LL } . That is our ending and the truth , im not gona think anymore, since i did tried to beg her not to go and all i could felt that she dont love me so much anymore . And is really for me to give up . I ll not heard any news from her anymore and i ll wish her luck in her future life .

What else i could said , maybe im very serious in relationship that why i end up with so hurt , but i knew that i ll grow up from here , is just wasted but that is the fated ='{ i need someone that i could tell my story with and i got no one to tell now only this blog here . I put everything in this relation for 3yr and i lose this relation just in 3 minut .. That unbelieveable !!! k k .. i think this ll be the last blog of my love story , im not gona telling anymore becoz im tired too, is time for me to refresh my mind and catch up what i had lose .. I hope you's guys really think before you gona start a long distance relationship , becoz it might appear alot of problem = } .. and now im available for all . Wish me luck Please !! I need your support .

Thank you ! gona go now , everyone should be sleeping this time but since i use to sleep late so doesn't really matter but i ll try to follow our real time soon . Gd nitexzxzxx ^^

Actually that a song here when we meet .