Today abit better maybe becoz lot of work for me to do so i dont feel anything ,but lunch time i suddebly had those feeling back and oh my god i got alone samore im so down that time and all i can do was just lying down on the table dont think and sleep sleep sleep while chat in ptt , shit i duno how should i handle this problem i had and how long more i gona take to settle this down , Today i found out something and im really feel sad and totally got no more mood in that moment i really feel like if i could disappear i wish to do that . Maybe the line was really break and all i got it im just hanging my line in the water waiting what will had some bite , but i guess that not gona happend even the next century ..maybe no ppl understand wat am i saying here on maybe no ppl know what i try to said here but that someone know what im talking here , duno why really wasted that i hope i could catch back the fish there but is late and it got away so fast ={ ..
Tonite had badminton , and while im taking bath after badminton i told ping that , im not gona fishing anymore becoz maybe i have to do some test for my life , He said it not gona happy becoz he said i like fishing , but im trying to tell him this time might be different , i really wanna take this extreamly hard test . I hope i could make it too .. When eat at Ming Tien with them plus a fake princess , then when to Sunway pass a phone to pfang and on my way back bubu with his lovely gf called for some drink and when to station 1 with them and my little PA and boy ji , Wooo .. hahaha .. did some game there and hahaha , forced bubu gf got no way out and so sad she blur blur in the end , hihii ... Another thing before i forgot , i think something really disappointed for me today , hmph .. but nvm , i guess that no one gona know it , only my self , some of a wasted but if i doesn't appear i guess i might not be so moody for all this . I want my life to be really calm , when would i had those life anyway ! maybe 10 or 15 more yr or it not gona happend in my life . No matter wat i live for good and bad , this is wat a human should accept . Today maybe i fall down to the endless line , but Tml i ll start to climb from the endless line and try my best to reach to the top , as long as not giving up easy no matter how ppl look at you , try to be what your self wanna be , dont act like somebody and tell out every things that you need to said but don't hurt someone with your word .
Remember this , you ll learn from where you fall down if you never think of standing up anymore you'll regret ever ! just like what i was regret , i miss study so hope that i could be studying now , last time alway think study very bored and all i do was playing in the school sleeping etc ; after came out working for this few yr i really did regret ! why ? becoz working is really tiring , yeah , maybe you think that earning money is importend , but once you came out start working and that might be late for you to go back to school ,i understand why our parents alway ask us to study hard and all we did is here they just said turn a round everything forgoten . some others things that i do but guess enough for it , thing aren't gona turn back and time ll ever keep moving forward . Please !! For all and for the world frens there , appreciate your life time your family and someone that you love .
This is just happen once you made a decision , that might be ever and that might be over . So try to appreciate it = } .. i knew maybe that might be very confusing for someone becoz they duno what did i trying to said here , hehe .. but slowly use ur mind i bet you sure get it , and i gona sleep now , hahah .. shit is almost 3 in the morning , my god .. Tml stil gona work , cheer up ! nitezx ..
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