Felt hurt today .

why today ? what happend to me le ? i was weird ? i mean i felt quite moody and feeling hurt today , maybe becoz of lonely ! i scare to be lonely becoz the moment without anyone beside and no one could share my problem , i might need a listener too actually . but i got nothing to said becoz i decide to forgot everything , Totally lost my memorie , i only left a little bit of sweet memorie that enough and i ll alway keep it as fresh as i could . im not gona think too much ! i just dont wish to heard any news and i dont want my self to had any news for ya ! = }

Today dad when to JB with duno who becoz he lefted before we woke up , and that only both of us going for work , my brother tml didnt go too becoz he had start for his Master and japanese classes too , hahaha .. very soon that i ll be starting my class too , hehe .. too excited to go learn now . hehe .. maybe working edi be part of my life but i still prefer go back to learn , it muz be fun .. i hope that faster i ll be in there . I wish to take full time but as im working i only could take part time class , Mm.. at least im not gona watse my time like how i alway use to be , suddenly felt that actually im 22 this yr edi le . hehe .. started to scare being older and day gone so fast . wOoo ... edi april today , shit ... is really so damn fast , i still could feel the fresh on new year time heheh .. = } .. But i ll only think back awhile becoz i knew new year ll be better , every next days ll be better then today ! maybe today i seriously get deeply hurt but i knew tomorrow start i gona learn to be on the way by alone . hehe ..

Hehe , i found something new on my self today , hehe .. maybe it quite funny for ppl la , but i felt that could bring up my mood too , hehe , that is ! i decide i jogging everyday before i left office . hehe .. today the 1st day i jogging , is quite tired becoz long time didnt do it , hehe .. but tml start i gona jog everyday once . im thinking to go swimming actually . but i duno where to go tim ? maybe wanna join some club or anything that include others spots activity . hmph .. i wish to train my self back to be more active , hehe .. Funny hor ? haha .. nvm , i ll try to do it geh . as one day im still alive or i still can breath i wont give up anything that i promised . maybe yea ! I had been Gave Up by someone . but im not gona give up my self . i know i could find my self back , im not gona lost , i need time , and i could do it anytime . BELIEVE MY SELF IS WHAT I ALWAY WANNA DO . if anyone that dont believe your self , i bet your alway the losser . SO believe YOUR SELF .